What would happen If all of my thoughts were public

I often write in a journal, typically when I am having a strong negative emotion- which, these days, is often.

What would happen if all of my private thoughts were accessible to everyone. I imagine not too much, and I’m reckless enough to find out.

It’s been over a year since I’ve had a “traditional” 9-5. The best part about it? the freedom, the feeling that your time is truly yours to spend how you please. The worst part? The continual loss of self, the realization that without a structure I am governed by my emotional state, up and down up, up and down, short peaks of productivity with long valleys of self-doubt spiraling.